A Very Disturbing and Painful Start

In this industry we all start with negative, just don't let those negative put you into emotional roll to the point of no return. 

Because of my aggressive nature and my stubbornness my journey in financial market was rough and painful. This may be had to believe but I did opened a live account within three days after knowing what is forex trading. And I remember I deposit 100$ to my live account and gamble it to 152$ thought to myself i was a king of the market. (blow the account within 2 days). (In Tanzania 100$ is a big deal)

Because I was stubborn (chasing the money) my learning curiosity was only penetrated when am losing big. Like screenshot above, that was when i learned what is the meaning of been stopped out another language margin call. The funny part is I was seen red all over my screen and wonder what is it and what will happen next. 🤒

The one thing I understand clear was I was losing money big time. The below screenshot is where my learning curiosity jumped up and say to myself "OOH MEEEN I NEED TO STUDY"

losing a 1000$ within two days was devastating. 

The curious part that lead to dig deeper into learning was anxiety  I was feeling during the trade, and said to myself "Is this how people die from depression" if an app from my phone can give me illness and probably a permanent illness because of the action I took myself that is something I want to study more to avoid it.  

So that question shifted me from money oriented strategy to psychology based strategy. To understand the psychology behind market movement, how a 95/5 of people are in infinity loop of losing money. 

Now begin the journey of finding the right material with the right teacher (another big dilemma of the forex market) 

TAKE HOME

Hard work, Time  and Dedication the way will be made. I eventually find a mentor who can explain the market the way I can understand and and make sense. It took me a year and half. 

LogicFxTz... ✍️